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| Saturday, December 26th, 2009 | |
chiming_magic
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10:31p |
light a lantern of love
Evening all, today's been a mixed one, from start to finish.# Got up this morning rather early, could hear my grandparents moving around. You know christmas is all about that, families staying together and as i fell asleep last night, i felt more secure than i have in a good long while and i have no particular reason why, i can't explain it. Had breakfast and i decided to do the dreaded flat search, or find what i could. Suddenly the noise level got louder, people talking, couldn't hear jaws, lost concentration, so i made a dash for it into the living room where i got much better and came up with a few possibilities which i'm going to bid on tomorrow. We went to my sister and her partner's and had a really good day, eating, i didn't drink too much and my uncle david came round. During his visit i kept nodding off, i couldn't help it, missed huge chunks of the conversation and replied to things that weren't even being talked about, think i ate too much food and got rather full and sleepy. We had tea and then drove to a field near to my sister's house to light lanterns and send them up into the sky. they have a special name which i'll get my sis to spell at some point. you make a wish, think of loved and lost ones and let them go. i held mine as it got warmer and blew up like a balloon. After 1 last thought and 1 last desperate wish i set it flying, up up and away into the unknown. It was a beautiful moment, family doing it together. Let's hope all of our wishes come true by the end of next year and i'll certainly reveal it in here if mine do. The bad bits of the day have been bad, getting really upset at a film everyone was watching and i wasn't sure about. You see, here's the thing with me and films, if i know the plot line, know some of the actors, you've got me sitting through until the end and you can't forget audio description. This, had none, no actors i was told about, definitely no audio description but by the end, i was transfixed. truly magical, a story about a boy who doesn't believe in santa. In the end he believes and things just happen! if anyone fancies it and can find themselveas a copy, it's called the polar express. I've had several weepy moments today too, one point spending some time away from everyone and letting it go. My great aunt left us 2 years ago tomorrow, i miss you each day, always thought of, wondering when my phone's going to ring next and realising i'll never get another call, but there's always notepad and your thoughts. Keep hold of it guys, keep hold.# Anyways, just watched the harry potter dvd with mum, or tried but she fell asleep, something i've wanted to do all day, well, guess that's on the list for tomorrow. Take care all and hope you've had a good boxing day and i apologise for the content of some of this entry. I've had a reflective one myself/. Current Mood: reflective, next year |
jenny_15
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12:00a |
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| Friday, December 25th, 2009 | |
chiming_magic
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11:55a |
some people really spoil christmas
You know, it makes me mad how some people can spoil christmas with 1 action, 1 ill thought out move. I brought a friend a present, a chocolate clock which i thought they'd like, just happens the chocolate bit jams, but they like the clock function, fine by me, not a completely wasted present. Their dad just told the friend it was pathetic, do you know, how that hurts? Do you have any idea what it's like to get online presents because you can't feel them yourself? No, you fucking don't and thanks for spoiling a friend's christmas. Current Mood:  enraged |
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chiming_magic
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11:40a |
a lovely poem
I stole this from someone's journal but it's so nice and i've given into a tear. I meant to post something like this last night, but well, things got late. Anyways, here goes. i heard this when i was younger and glad someone found it again. Twas the night before Christmas, when all through the house Not a creature was stirring, not even a mouse; The stockings were hung by the chimney with care, In hopes that St. Nicholas soon would be there; The children were nestled all snug in their beds, While visions of sugar-plums danced in their heads; And mamma in her 'kerchief, and I in my cap, Had just settled down for a long winter's nap, When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter, I sprang from the bed to see what was the matter. Away to the window I flew like a flash, Tore open the shutters and threw up the sash. The moon on the breast of the new-fallen snow Gave the lustre of mid-day to objects below, When, what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a miniature sleigh, and eight tiny reindeer, With a little old driver, so lively and quick, I knew in a moment it must be St. Nick. More rapid than eagles his coursers they came, And he whistled, and shouted, and called them by name; "Now, Dasher! now, Dancer! now, Prancer and Vixen! On, Comet! on Cupid! on, Donner and Blitzen! To the top of the porch! to the top of the wall! Now dash away! dash away! dash away all!" As dry leaves that before the wild hurricane fly, When they meet with an obstacle, mount to the sky, So up to the house-top the coursers they flew, With the sleigh full of toys, and St. Nicholas too. And then, in a twinkling, I heard on the roof The prancing and pawing of each little hoof. As I drew in my head, and was turning around, Down the chimney St. Nicholas came with a bound. He was dressed all in fur, from his head to his foot, And his clothes were all tarnished with ashes and soot; A bundle of toys he had flung on his back, And he looked like a peddler just opening his pack. His eyes -- how they twinkled! his dimples how merry! His cheeks were like roses, his nose like a cherry! His droll little mouth was drawn up like a bow, And the beard of his chin was as white as the snow; The stump of a pipe he held tight in his teeth, And the smoke it encircled his head like a wreath; He had a broad face and a little round belly, That shook, when he laughed like a bowlful of jelly. He was chubby and plump, a right jolly old elf, And I laughed when I saw him, in spite of myself; A wink of his eye and a twist of his head, Soon gave me to know I had nothing to dread; He spoke not a word, but went straight to his work, And filled all the stockings; then turned with a jerk, And laying his finger aside of his nose, And giving a nod, up the chimney he rose; He sprang to his sleigh, to his team gave a whistle, And away they all flew like the down of a thistle. But I heard him exclaim, ere he drove out of sight, "Happy Christmas to all, and to all a good-night." Current Mood: yay |
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chiming_magic
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11:28a |
merry christmas all
Just wanted to write in here and wish all a merry christmas. i'm up, have opened no presents yet and am hanging around on here while mum watches merlin. I hope you all get everything you wish for. Current Mood:  okay |
jenny_15
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12:00a |
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chiming_magic
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12:36a |
thank you so much
before i go to bed, i truly believe in christmas magic as some happened today. I never thought it could happen, but it truly has. I don't want to go to bed, i know i'll be thinking too much but away i must go. merry christmas all. Current Mood: okay |
| Thursday, December 24th, 2009 | |
chiming_magic
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11:15p |
oh i forgot the clocks
i forgot, the clocks made an appearance today, kristian's clocks, particularly leah, helping me through. Current Mood: okayCurrent Music: merry christmas, to special people |
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chiming_magic
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11:14p |
clocks and shocks
Evening all, well today's been an interesting one, starting from a skype call that took place earlier today. I've spoken to somneone who i didn't think i would again, and i want to thank them publicly for welcoming me back to ventrilo, or, letting me back in, christmas wish truly fulfilled. I hope everyone has a great christmas day tomorrow. Current Mood: okay |
jenny_15
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12:01a |
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| Wednesday, December 23rd, 2009 | |
chiming_magic
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10:54p |
letter to santa
for some reason they've made the copying process screwy this year, so hope this comes out okay apologies if not. 0 style='border:1px solid black; background-color:white; color:black;'><tr><td>  Dear Santa...Dear Santa,This year I've been busy! In July I punched ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) jgoodfellow in the arm (-10 points). In February I got in line at the supermarket at the same time as someone else and I didn't yield (-8 points). Last Sunday I pushed canadian_diva in the mud (-17 points). In August I farted in an elevator (-6 points). Last month I helped grim_guitarist hide a body (-173 points). Overall, I've been naughty (-214 points). For Christmas I deserve a spanking! Sincerely,
chiming_magic </td></tr></table> Current Mood: okay |
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chiming_magic
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10:50p |
a nice poem
Okay, i think this went in some lj's at the beginning of this year, but i wanted to post this one again. Just a huge thank you to all of my friends who've been around, i couldn't have done thse last few months without you guys! I hope i can repay you one day. Every single evening As I'm lying here in bed, This tiny little Prayer Keeps running through my head: God bless all my family Wherever they may be, Keep them warm and safe from harm For they're so close to me. And God, there is one more thing I wish that you could do; Hope you don't mind me asking, Please bless my computer too. Now I know that it's unusual To Bless a motherboard, But listen just a second While I explain it to you, Lord. You see, that little metal box Holds more than odds and ends; Inside those small compartments Rest so many of my friends. I know so much about them By the kindness that they give, And this little scrap of metal Takes me in to where they live. By faith is how I know them Much the same as you. We share in what life brings us And from that our friendships grew. Please take an extra minute From your duties up above, To bless those in my address book That's filled with so much love. Wherever else this prayer may reach To each and every friend, Bless each e-mail inbox And each person who hits 'send'. Current Mood: okay |
| Saturday, December 19th, 2009 | |
zora1230
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8:23p |
Hmmmm, ...
Greetings all!!!! Yes yes, haven't posted in almost a year, all that, let's hope I can commit myself to consistent updates yet again. Doubtless something enspired me to begin this ... Well hello again!! That partial entry you see up there? It's inauthentic, sort of. Apparently I wrote it some time ago and simply forgot it, and in coming back to LJ today it has surfaced once more. No matter, ... really I'm just updating for the sake of ... I don't know. I'm bored and sad and lonely and all the pathos-laden things that used to prompt me to make updates here. But much much much much much much has changed since those days of highschooldom. Now, let's see if this thing works? ... Current Music: Pierre Henry - SPUHS : Intermezzo |
| Sunday, December 20th, 2009 | |
weaseldance
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3:19p |
fingernails
What just happened? What time is it? Where am I? Why am I here? What just happened? What am I doing? What does it mean to care about someone unconditionally? What would happen if I was gone? What would happen if I wasn’t Christian? What am I going to do about Christmas? What is going to happen to my chest? What’s happening? What is in his head? Will I be alive and sitting here in January? Am I really special? Like, special in that there’s no one in the world like me? Am I really understood? What is it like? What will it be like? Is the answer really no? No? No? No! Is the answer really no? All gone? Just like that, all gone? Platonic…what does that even mean? Love…what does that even mean? Unconditional, undying love…all consuming fires of love…what does that even mean? Will there be further e-mails? Further messages? Is the fire really dead? No resurrection? Current Mood:  confused |
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weaseldance
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3:05p |
this is the day of the expanding man
I’m sixteen again. It’s Christmas 2007 and I’m newly obsessed with Relient K’s “I celebrate the day.” I just got home from a typical night at Shilpa’s house, a night of Indian food, dancing, and facebook stalking. My brothers just introduced me to Karl Denson’s “Tiny Universe” and I can’t stop humming the melody line to “Family Tree.” Next week is filled with crammed Christmas shopping, a lunch with Justine and Dillon at Castiones, and a bond marathon with Rebecca, Lauren, and Sarah, where we may or may not get through a single bond movie. And I look up at the sky, fold my hands, and ask God why I deserve all of this. Why do I wake up not in pain? Why do I smile? Why do I breathe? Where do you want me? And am I the only one in the world who feels like this? Am I the only one in the world who loves You like I do? Am I the only one who could spend hours analyzing jazz courds and basking in Roy Hargrove’s Liquid Streets? But apparently something happened. Apparently someone came into my world with a mind as crazy as mine. Someone walked right into my universe because of a word that I just so happened to choose on a lim. Apparently someone intercepted my full attention for hours and days on end until one day I realized that my chest hurt and I didn’t breathe normally. And when I said his name, a bomb went off. And when he said my name, I can’t tell you what happened because I was too focused on staying alive. And apparently, before I knew it, he was mine and I was his. And this world that he entered, my world, became our world. And apparently, life turned from a “me” to a “we.” And I learned what it meant to really burn for Jesus. At least, I learned a lot more than I thought I knew. And apparently, I was different from anything that had ever touched his life. Apparently, his name took its stance between me and my consciousness; his lips formed perfectly under my lips, his face was engraved under my fingertips. Every day felt like the first time that that Blessing was mine. So now I’m waking up, and it’s Christmas 2009. Word on the street is that my world is as far from his as it was two years ago, which was far, granted, but only a button and a message away. The rumor is that he is not only no longer mine, but happy about it. Honestly, at this point in time, it feels like my only solid proof of his existence are the songs on my Ipod that I’m pretty sure didn’t exist before our worlds collided, or molded…or whatever you wanna call it, and the frequent bomb that goes off in my chest. A different bomb? I’m not so sure, because the same words that set the first one off are what set this one off too. The problem with this new bomb is that it makes you scream, not shiver. It makes you wonder where the sun is, instead of seeing it when it’s not there. But you know? Whether you exist or not, and whether you’ll ever exist again, I think I have enough evidence that you existed. And apparently I’m still me, and my world still exists, and all this mess. It was all worth it. Every moment. Worth it. So that being said: I’ll look up at the sky, fold my hands, and ask God why I deserve all of this. Why do I wake up not in pain? Why do I smile? Why do I breathe? Where do you want me? Current Mood: chilling |
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chiming_magic
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8:15p |
long time no speak
Just another quick one, had a good few msn chats today, particularly with wordwizard1000 every tim e we've chatted, i've had to go off for some reason so today was good to catch up and i know there's going to be a skype next week sometime, huge amounts of yayness in a bag. Current Mood: ooooh christmas |
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chiming_magic
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8:13p |
hark hark what news!
Evening all, Am sitting in the kitchen after a decision was made for me to come home yesterday due to the bad weather, there hasn't been much, but if there had of been, i'd have been stuck. I've had a good day today, i've mainly been resting at home and i stuck sweet bells on my stereo today good and loud! there's such good versions of christmas carols on there, including the holly and the ivy where the word choir is sung properly. Another one is the subject line's title. I listened to kwpodcasts show where it was pretty much christmas music all the way through. Had sausage caserole for tea which was yumpsk! Had a nice bath too and pretty much set for the rest of the week, can't wait until christmas day! Current Mood: okay |
| Saturday, December 19th, 2009 |
jenny_15
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12:01a |
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| Friday, December 18th, 2009 |
jenny_15
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1:05a |
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| Thursday, December 17th, 2009 |
jenny_15
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12:03a |
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| Wednesday, December 16th, 2009 |
jenny_15
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12:11a |
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| Tuesday, December 15th, 2009 |
jenny_15
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12:01a |
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| Monday, December 14th, 2009 | |
chiming_magic
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10:03p |
good evening swine flu jab tomorrow
Evening all, I've had a nice time tonight, relaxing, having a very nice dinner and listening to folk waves, a show i haven't listened too in a while. Today i went to get some more medication and had my housing appointment with janice. We did another risk asessment (boring but necessary) and talked a lot which made me feel better. Tomorrow is one of the busiest. I've got my swine flu jab in the morning, oooooh i'm really not looking forward to it. I hate needles, yes i'm blind and can't see them, but hate the prick. The pain is awful. After that i'm having a mini manicure and pedicure before christmas which i'm looking forward too. I've never had a pedicure before, interesting. I've got a meeting in the evening and that's my tuesday done with. so yeah, hope tomorrow is good for everyone. Current Mood: yikes |
jenny_15
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12:01a |
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| Sunday, December 13th, 2009 | |
chiming_magic
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11:02p |
weekend and 1 week to go
Evening all, I'm so happy right now, joe won the x factor, thank god! best man won.# I got back here on friday and have been enjoying my weekend.# Saturday was spent mostly relaxing and in the evening jadylady and gav came round for a while, very nice and we exchanged presents and cards, i haven't opened my present am waiting until christmas day. Today we went for lunch in the grovener in, our last one together before next sunday when i leave for christmas and we all go separate ways. I'm partly looking forward to christmas, i'll say for the record i'll never ever forget last christmas, even though things have happened and some of the party have parted ways, it's one i'll keep in my heart, forever. This week i've got a meeting, volunteering (whenever i can fit it in) and on tuesday my swine flu jab, aaaaaaah! i'm not looking forward to that. Anyways, will update whenever i can. Current Mood: have no fucking idea, next?Current Music: heartbreakers and heavy sleepy breathing |
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